i...

i dun wan to hurt anyone...
i shouldn't hurt someone who shouldn't get hurt...
i dun wan someone get hurt b'coz of me..
i dun no wat should i do to stop hurting someone...
i am a normal student who think slightly different than others...
i really dunno wat should i do..
mayb i am juz a fool..
or a idiot..
or even a baka....
damn me...
i am juz someone who don't like to get hurt..
i also a ppl who hope everyone din get hurt..
but i think i am wrong...
i always hurt others...
a stupid selfish person who oni know to say sry after hurtin someone...

merentas desa

saturday was the merentas desa...
i din go although i wan to go...
haiz coz sick ma...
i even practise a bit mor than other...
finally...
i cant go tooo...
wat the heck is goin on...
hate to be sick....
but when i knew tat biru was the third prize...
damn happy o...
coz not last anymore...
but duno sport day tat day biru ok anot lo...
no matter wat...
BIRU GAMBATEH lo....

bla bla bla...

if u dun wan to join...
tat mean u wanna quit...
go ahead n do so..
coz i don't control anyone like a doll...
i dun hav the right to control others mind...
i will be fine...
i no u got ur own reason....
so it will be fine...
dun worry abt me...
so go ahead n do wat u wan..

...

pass LPS interview...
many ppl ask y i join...
haha...
duno how to say...
thepa n rainbow also...
nerissa pass too....
n few ppl i know...
but 4get liao...
watever....
gonna try my best...

y....

nothin to say 2day....
i am not in gud mood maybe....
whole day feel damn tired....
not sure wat ppl sayin....
duno y.....
i might no y....
but i dun wan to no y.....
hope i can cry loud if it can juz end like this....
i rmb the day i cried....
juz few day before 2009 holidays...
but now tear juz din wan to leave me...

damn ....ing

hey i am also a human okay.....
sayin word tat hurt sum1 r really sux
i know tat i am a borin person...
but u no wat....
no 1 is perfect...
included u...
u hav no rite to say tat i am borin...
i hav my rite to do wat i want..
at less wat i said juz now r wat from my heart...
how abt u....
fake guy...
go to hell man...
u r a damn ....ing guy tat i hate so much....
ha.....u r a borin guy too...
juz no how to chase girl...
damn borin...
n tats useless 4 the future....
aren't u a borin guy too...

haha.....2010 here...

yesterday went mid wif few frenz...
gloria, benny, justin, wen zhe n chi cheen...
went there by ktm....
wa.....damn faint....
never ever want to go anywhere by it if can..
ate kiku zakura...for lunch....
then bowling...
justin got the first....69
wen zhe got secong.....63
i got third.....53
haha....
then ate secret recipe...
the cake which was whole chocolate....
cant finish haha...
then went 1U by taxi...
wanna countdown but ha...
walk till 10 aready vry vry tired ...
coz i wore high heels....haha
bought them on my bdae...
so happy new year to all....
gambateh 4 pmr!!!